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Need to talk about my newfound realizations.
Hi, I am just coming out of an almost finalized divorce...she wanted it, but I am the one who has found relief. I wasn't sure, until we separated, but I have found men more attractive than women. She could never arouse me, but now with the men I meet I often find myself looking at them in a different way. Have others had this happen? I noticed during the marriage also, when we would watch porn, I'd often fantasize about taking the woman's role. Maybe that's nuts, but as our marriage went on, I found myself less turned on by my own wife!
Now I'm ready start doing things, that I experimented in in my younger years. My heart beats more rapidly when I think and talk about it...I don't know if it's fear of doing things again, or anticipation of it. If anyone has any advice, or has been through this and can offer me some guidance, I would certainly appreciate it. |
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